future markets:
3/23 TZF
4/25 goblin market
5/9 sunny day
6/27-28 boldmat
7/18-7/19 savannah comic con
haii welcome :3
haii this is where i share my secrets, thoughts and opinoins about things ^o^
watching:
-shugo chara
-fruits basket (2001)
3/26/2026
im so sleepy i forget how slow/fast the days go by i think i have felt a rollercoaster of emotions all through my head its hard to keep up with everything i have a really nice schedule but that also means everything depends on me
it sucks i think im not taken seriously by certain people or its hard to believe that they have faith in me and i dont blame them i had a moment where i look forward to waking up bc i like making myself work but i think i over extended my break its getting hard to do things and i usually am down to work its hard i dont know what i want but i dont necessarily have to know but i wish i can stop feeling so sluggish without relying on caffine i always want to sleep i love sleeping. anyways i have a psp now im waiting for the clear case i might try adding games tonight.
3/14/2026
i honestly dont know how to code i was following a tutorial but then after 10 minutes of doing it i realized i really just want something decently simple,,,. I think i draw things really easily i think execution is my problem for bigger projects or at least i really do get frustrated if it doesnt go the way i see it unfortunately. i have a small week break from markets right now so i feel like a bum but i want to use this free time on picking up projects i have been meaning to do. for the longest time i wanted to blog i think it will help me fight away from instagram reels but i really do love instagram reels and scrolling but then i get scared how fried my brain is going to be once im older. i like word vomiting a lot. i want to talk more about process because i want to do a better job of recording things and i always feel like time goes by so fast and i never get to reflect on what i have done because i usually end up selling everything away i have such object permanence.im really obsessed with this image
